July 2012
269 posts
Leave me secrets or tell me lies. What are your... →
Leave me secrets or tell me lies. What are your... →
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neverthegreyer replied to your post: Yup
I’ll trade ya for the 90’s its been in the 100’s here. That kind of heat that even makes your jewelry hot on your skin.
Nope, you can keep your 100’s. I think I might just straight up die if it got that hot.(it very well might tho.)
Anonymous asked: you live there because you go to school there?
Anonymous asked: Where are you from?
Yup
This heat is going to kill me. Suppose to be high 90’s for the next 5 days. I’m going to die.
Leave me secrets or tell me lies. What are your... →
It was took fucking hot in my room so I left. Now at the nearest coffee shop with an iced coffee beverage of sorts, and relaxing for the most part.
June 2012
223 posts
I’m getting really sick waking up covered in sweat. I need a damn fan.
Anonymous asked: You give me hope.
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Amber Nooses
trebemot:
I hang from amber nooses Threaded with equal parts Vodka and rum Weighed down by masses Of cans and bottles The caps jingling like loose change In my pockets Body swaying like a wind chime In the breeze
Anonymous asked: I feel very small and very very meaningless. I am longing to just melt and become a part of the sunshine. I am longing to lose all forms of identity and simply become a part of everything. I feel very quiet, very lonely and very very very nothing.
Anonymous asked: I am an oxymoron.
Care to leave me secrets? →
I guess I’m in a rather dark place tonight. I’m going to bed and see what demons come to me while I wait for the peace of sleep. Leave me love for when I wake tomorrow? Either way good night everyone.
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Amber Nooses
I hang from amber nooses Threaded with equal parts Vodka and rum Weighed down by masses Of cans and bottles The caps jingling like loose change In my pockets Body swaying like a wind chime In the breeze
[[MORE]]No body ever asks how I am. Or at least not as often as I ask them. No one texts me. No one talks to me, or is the first to initiate it. I’m sitting, wishing I didn’t have responsibilities tomorrow so I can just get black out drunk. I want to fucking forget it all. FUCK. and I just can’t bring my self to tell people how I really feel. Because who wants to listen...
I want to drink myself into oblivion and see what...
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Gonna be sweating like a pig tonight, and for no good reason either.
Well then
That might be the biggest pile of rubbish I have thrown together for an english assignment.
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pretendenigmatic replied to your post: 4, 5, 11, 17, 29, 42, 50
You used one of my favorite sayings, “does a bear shit in the woods?” my uncle uses that to answer almost everything
I should use that phrase more often in all reality.
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ordinarywonder replied to your post: 8: Most embarrassing moment from your middle school years?
VALID!
Lol ok good. Middle school I was just awkward and fat. not fond memories of it.
Anonymous asked: 1, 45 and what is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
ordinarywonder asked: 8: Most embarrassing moment from your middle school years?
shesanargonaut asked: 4, 5, 11, 17, 29, 42, 50
askaskask
1: What eye color do you find sexiest?
2: White, milk, or dark chocolate mocha?
3: If you could get a Sharpie tattoo on your back, what would it be?
4: Did you grow up in a small or big town? Did you like it?
5: Your favorite adult as a child? (and not your parents, if they were your favorite)
6: What kind of smoothie sounds really good right now?
7: Most embarrassing moment from your elementary school years?
8: Most embarrassing moment from your middle school years?
9: Most embarrassing moment from your high school years?
10: Pirates or ninjas? Why?
11: Have you ever climbed a tree more than twenty feet off the ground?
12: Did you like swinging as a child? Do you still get excited when you see a swing set?
13: If you could have any pet in the world, illegal or not, what would you get?
14: What's your most favorite part of your body?
15: What's your most favorite part of your personality?
16: Madonna or Lady Gaga? Neither? Both? Who cares?
17: Have you ever watched the Superbowl all the way through?
18: Have you ever watched any major sporting event drunk?
19: What's the most delicious food you've ever eaten in your life?
20: Margarine or butter? Which did you grow up with?
21: Whole, skim, 1%, or 2% milk? (Did you know they make 1 1/2% milk?)
22: Which continents have you been on?
23: Do you get motion sickness? Any horror stories?
24: Backpacks or satchels?
25: Would you wear a rainbow jacket? A neon yellow sweater? Checkered pants?
26: What was your favorite cartoon growing up?
27: If you had to have a cow or a pig, which would you take? Why?
28: If you had to look at one city skyline for the rest of your life, which would it be?
29: Longest plane ride you've ever been on?
30: The latest you've ever slept?
31: Would you buy a sweater covered in kitten pictures? Would you wear it if someone gave it you for free?
32: Do you pick at scabs?
33: Favorite kind of bean? Kidney? Black? Pinto?
34: How far can you throw a baseball?
35: If you had to move to another country, where would you move?
36: Have you ever eaten Ethiopian food? Vietnamese? Korean? Nepalese? How was it?
37: Small, liberal arts school or public university? Why?
38: A relationship with love or one with sex?
39: Do you eat enough vegetables?
40: Do you like horror movies? How about thrillers?
41: Would you scratch a crotch itch in public?
42: Do you swear in front of your parents?
43: Coolest thing you've ever been for Halloween?
44: If you could change your natural hair color, would you? To what?
45: Do you want to get married? Have kids?
46: Do you use a reusable water bottle? If not, you should.
47: City or nature person?
48: Have you ever used something other than "makeup" as makeup? (Like paint? Markers?)
49: Can you walk well in high heels? Even if you're a guy?
50: Post 5 awesome things about yourself. BRAG AWAY!
At the coffee shop
Trying to crank out a quick 3 page assignment. Trying to keep off my eyes of the barista, but shes too cute not to notice. We try and continue to be a regular here I think.
It feels like forever since I have written anything of any significance or depth. Boo.
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sheddingpetals:
I wish I were better.
Ditto dear. But I have yet to meet someone who doesn’t think that.
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“Vice and virtue are to an artist material for an art”
– Preface to The Portrait of Dorian Gray, by Oscar Wilde
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200!
bearmodemn:
Finally. I have gotten to my first goal weight of 200 lbs! Fuck. Yes. Finally getting to that number feels great, and it really just makes me hungry to lose the next 10! Persistence and consistency pays off!
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notsospiffywhat asked: 22 and 23 pliz :)
hopehandwritten asked: 1-7?
Anonymous asked: Sorry. People keep on beating me to stuff.
Anonymous asked: 29
Anonymous asked: 11, 26, 29, 30
pretendenigmatic asked: 10, 16, 21
Get nosy. I dare you.
1: Real (first) Name?
2: Current crush!?
3: Addiction?
4: How tall am I?
5: Relationship status?
6: Girls I trust?
7: Boys I trust?
9: Current mood?
10: When was the last time I did something for the 1st time?
11: Confession;
12: Who I miss?
13: Who I last hugged?
14: Who understands me?
15: Someone who is always there for me:
16: Last Text?
17: Who’s a stranger:
18: Who makes me laugh the most?
19: Who I do the craziest stuff with?
20: Who makes me smile?
21: What am i listening to?
22: Turn on’s?
23: Turn offs?
24. Bestfriends?
26: Second confess?
27: What I hate?
28: Who’s annoying?
29: Favorite Sex position?
30: Last person to give you butterflies?
What I do today?
What I do all day? Eat peanut butter, walk around shirtless, on contemplate the direction of my life.
To the coffee shop!
I need to get out of my room(its a mess) and try and get some homework done. Gotta do lots of reading! yeah…. leave me something lovely to return to.
Sleep
Good night dears.
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Poet/Predator: This is me right now →
trebemot:
I’m at a cross roads. An existentialist identity crisis. My life is missing something. Someone maybe. I am struggling with my self as to why I live the life I do. Everything I do, that we do, that I come across or discuss or engage in, is damn shallow. Superficial. Scratching the surface of each…
I just want it to get dark
So I can go to bed. Today has been a long day.
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Poet/Predator: Come around →
trebemot:
No love interest For this lone bassist No romantic pursuit For this mild brute I will live, i suppose But I miss that Physical contact Hell Even the just having Someone I want Would be ever so nice But now I have no one Nothing I am and island in the sea A lone tree on a sandy…
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Poet/Predator: Dinosaurs In space →
trebemot:
Did you know? When I was a little kid I wanted to dig up dinosaurs To be a paleontologist Not a fireman, or policemen Or a super hero or astronaut No, a paleontologist
Did you see? The movie with the quote “Some kids wanted to astronomers, And others wanted to be astronauts” (to paraphrase just…
“I don’t want to die. I’m just not sure how to live”