Just a random thought dump

  • I’m losing my shit all ready and i still have 3 finals to go.  No bueno.
  • I am not built for summer.  or anything over 60 for that matter
  • The amount of drunk I’m getting saturday night is scary
  • can some explain to me the reason a girl with a bf would dance with another guy?  like could I get some more insight into this?  I’m mainly just chalking it up to being drunk and fuck it whatever, I had a good time no point in trying to make something out of nothing.
  • im so fucked for my finals its not even funny
  • fuckity fuck fuck, just for fucks sake

Illusions of Grandeur

Illusions of grandeur
Are all I see
All these lies
That I’ll never be
I see the sun, I see the moon
And they’re setting on me

I live in a world 
Where my wrists don’t bleed
And my demons can’t find me
The nights are never cold
And the sun is always warm

I live in a world
Where my bones don’t ache
And the voices don’t sing
The nights I’m never alone
You’re right there next to me

Illusions of grandeur
Are all I see
All these lies
That I’ll never be
I see the sun, I see the moon
And they’re setting on me

I live in a world
Where I can stay sober
And the heights don’t call me
I can run and run run
And I can stay free

Illusions of grandeur
Are all I see
All these lies
That I’ll never be
I see the sun, I see the moon
And they’re setting on me

I see the stars, and they are fading on me
I see the sky, and its going dark on me
I see the Sun, I see the Moon
And they’re setting on me
They’re setting on me